Grow up

11:34 PM

Its a month since my last post. And you know what, I feel like I've grown up a little since then. I've reached a stage that things actually make sense. I know what I want. Ok so I haven't planned out the next 20 years of my life, but I know what I want now. And at 16 1/2 years old, I think that's an achievement. I may not know what I want to eat for lunch tomorrow, or where I want to go the next time I go out, but I do know, that I want to be right where I am now. I'm happy.

I've learned some things. One, trust God. He seriously has all the answers. And it isn't that he isn't answering. Its just that, no is an answer too. And if you haven't gotten anything yet, its probably because you haven't opened your mind to all the possible answers. Two, don't make a decision if you aren't 100% sure about it. If for a moment you doubt yourself, don't go along with it. Three, stop looking and you'll find. Very often, the answer's right in front of you.

You know, I think I've done enough shit by now to know how to balance myself a bit. Of course, I'm still researching. There's a lot I don't know. And a lot that I'm insanely curious about. I'm hardly mature, but I could say I've gained a little more brain these past few months.

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VICTORIA Hannah Kirsten
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Catholic Junior College

Insecure to the point of insanity. That's me. Plays guitar and piano. Is absolutely catholic. Loves Tokio Hotel. Would like to learn Na'vi. Shops too much. And overdoses on daydreaming. Find me on: facebook

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